XxBloody-MidnightxX

Just like a tree blossoms, And the branches extend, Our love will last until that tree is cut down by an outside force. But don't forget to mend, The very fibers of my torn heart. Shredded apart, From yesterday's fight. Because nothing ever lasts unless it's not meant to, and the more you want something, the more it fights against you, you were the rose in my hair, but I was the thorn in your side... I feel like I made a mistake somewhere down the road. Something that might make me regret the everlasting memories. because I feel like they should be erased. They haunt me, in every single way, while I'm defaced. in my dreams, my

The world is hell above ground But we can somehow still find ways to smile You always loved calling me a psychopath But it takes on to know one So how would you know, again? I returned everything you gave me But you never returned what I gave you No memorabilia, sweetheart Not for you You built your kingdom out of lies and melted concrete I just sat outside of it Patiently waiting for it to crumble What a show that would be You're a prisoner of your own little world So blissfully unaware of the disgusting reality that is your life You always thought I was jealous No Babe Never of you We are a constant game of Russian roulet

Our favorite pastime is falling But we're unworthy Of the sidewalk we crash onto And the blood we stain it with You were never satisfied with anything We all know it wasn't pizza you were hungry for It was me You ate me all the way And picked your teeth with my bones You didn't have the heart to bury me But you had my heart in a pickle jar

Lout, Lout, Lout, Lout That's you The devil works in wondrous ways You always had a trick up your sleeve And like Harry Houdini you'll go out with a bang Just like you wanted You could only ever fight people who couldn't fight back How low can a person be? You knew how to set the bar Beneath our feet every time If you ask me you deserve much worse than what you got If you don't ask me I know what you'll say That I'm just another drop of ash in the urn I know what you said About me, about all of us About you You need a heavy dose of get over yourself And I need therapy for life You think 2+2 is how amazing you are I think th

black eyes being handed out like broken hearts no matter which way you turn you can never escape from being swallowed death comes in the form of butterflies brushing against your face with their sharp wings like a funeral dirge your tears fall onto paper as you slowly fade away it's like blowing out a candle it always takes a second for the smoke to leave your system and my guy always thought he was god's gift to the world not that he was ever mine or he was ever a gift at all you'd think they'd learn by now he left me in shards a broken mannequin in the grass a porcelain silhouette i'll never fall in love again because you prov

I killed a spider today. I was drinking a cup of water when I felt something creep up my leg. Appropriately, I scooped up the spider in my glass and watched it drown. It kept squirming and every time it tried to get out, I blew it back into the water. It took a whole three minutes for it to die completely. I dumped the water. XXX I picked a flower today. I pulled each petal off as delicately as I could and gently let it fall near the spider water from earlier. When there were no petals left I picked at the seeds at the core. There was only a stem left. I plucked off all the thorns, dropped them into my lemonade, and gulped it all down

Lovely. So beautifully fake. There's no on like you babe. No one like you. Sometimes I think I could live my whole life on nothing but your smile and your laugh. But knowing you, you wouldn't let me. Rotten little Barbie doll. Always trying to get me. But you always hold my hand when you need to. So I forgive you. As fake as you are, your types of plastic never fades.

I remember it to the day. And the hour. And the seconds I couldn't breathe from all the crying I'd done. But there's a lot I don't remember. Like how it all went wrong. And whose fault it was. And who the crazy one really is. I used to think you were worth all the pain you put me through. But looking back now. Neither of us was. But if I ever see you again. You know what to expect. You probably don't know you know. But you know.

Dear self, By the time you read this you will still be asleep. But I just wanted to let you know how I feel. I’m sick and tired of all those games you play with me. It’s not fun to lose. And the way you treat me makes my puke sometimes. Maybe you won’t understand why.  And the way you look at me makes me cry. Your eyes always seem darker when they turn to my direction. Like I disappoint you. And stop making those faces to me in the mirror. It hurts more than you know. And give me a break. I get tired. And you bring out the worst in me. Don’t take this the wrong way, but you bother me.     &#

today was an unusual day(not that any other day would be much different)but it rained today. the most beautiful black rain i’ve ever seen in my life. it looked dirty to some people. ‘devil’s water’ they say. dark like newspaper print, and apparently deserving of such treatment. sometimes the dirtiest things in life end up being the most pure. looks can be deceiving. and those shards of lightning that you spit out of your mouth always struck me with a chill of inspiration. and i stood and i laughed and i licked the drops with my cheeks. and the rain tasted like summer. the air had the smell of concrete. i danced in the ra