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the villaini wish you wouldnt. i wish you cared. but you werethe villain
the only one I knew who could drown in the concrete. you lost
fights to feathers but kept going for more. and no matter how
many times i told you not to, you still drank the chlorine. you didnt care.
you waited till every one was gone for you to go to the deep end. you didnt want anyone to save you. you got so mad at me every time i tried. and your favorite pastime was breaking butterflies. i told you not to. you never listened.
you used to collect their dead bodies in a little box. it disturbed me think of it.
yet you who


pay close attentionDear self, By the time you read this you will still be asleep. But I just wanted to let you know how I feel. Im sick and tired of all those games you play with me. Its not fun to lose. And the way you treat me makes my puke sometimes. Maybe you wont understand why. And the way you look at me makes me cry. Your eyes always seem darker when they turn to my direction. Like I disappoint you. And stop making those faces to me in the mirror. It hurts more than you know. And give me a break. I get tired. And you bring out the worst in me. Dont take this the wrong way, but you bother me.pay close attention


ta daTime always seems to pass faster once it's gone. And memories fade immediately after their birth. Kinda like us. We blaze in and out of life as if we actually had a choice. And Those marks you left me with are still here. They mock me every time I look in the mirror. Sometimes I wonder why the stay. I could cry about it. But everything seems harder these day. Because you left a gaping hole in my mind. A vortex that never seems to sleep. And I think about the future sometimes. But the future never thinks about me.ta da


lackadaisytoday was an unusual day(not that any other day would be much different)but it rained today. the most beautiful black rain ive ever seen in my life. it looked dirty to some people. devils water they say. dark like newspaper print, and apparently deserving of such treatment. sometimes the dirtiest things in life end up being the most pure. looks can be deceiving. and those shards of lightning that you spit out of your mouth always struck me with a chill of inspiration. and i stood and i laughed and i licked the drops with my cheeks. and the rain tasted like summer. the air had the smell of concrete. i dancedlackadaisy
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it seems only yesterday i used to believe
there was nothing under my skin but light.
if you cut me i would shine.
but now when i fall upon the sidewalks of life,
i skin my knees. i bleed.
-billy collins
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"Together, forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart."
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i hate that sometimes i just want to hold your hand ♥
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"who knew a moth and a flame could ever spawn a love like this?"
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I did a shit on your shit
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